Ok...soo...i was going through some notebooks...and found some stuff i had written...and well...since i haven't updated in awhile...i figured i'd share my writing with you.
Again and again i will say
I just want to see your face
How long has it been
And how long will it be
Please just say
That you will remember me
My head says no
But my heart says yes
I can't take it anymore
I fight it
I hide it
I try to hold it in
But i can't...no i can't
I remember your smile
And your dazzling eyes
The memory of you
Fills my heart with hope
I can't let go
I won't let go
No i won't
There's not much left to say
It's all summed up in this one simple phrase
You are wonderful
Wonderfully amazing
<3
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As school comes to an end and i start thinking forward to college...
I realize...i don't know what i'm doing...
I don't know where i'm going...
I know i'm supposed to trust God in that he holds the future in his hands
And he will work everything out...
But sometimes it is so hard...
Have you ever had so much on your mind that you can’t even think straight? You try to distract yourself by keeping yourself busy but it fails to help at all. Have you ever just broken down crying…and not been able to explain why? The weight of your thoughts seem to cripple your very body. You try to move, but you can’t even lift yourself up off the bed.
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Ok...so anyway...I got a suit last night! It's pretty spiffy...i can't wait to wear it...lol...although i dunno when i'll be able to...i don't really have anywhere to go...lol. But yeah...my dad is going to china next week...he's gonna be gone for joseph's birthday so we're gonna celebrate it on saturday...Joseph is pretty excited...lol...he wants golf clubs...hmmm...yeah i dunno if that's gonna happen...we'll just have to wait and see. So in like a few more weeks...it's my birthday...i'm just excited cause i'll finally be able to get my license...lol. I'm such a loser...but oh well. And then june 9th is my last day of school...ahh...finally...Well...it's time for me to go...but i hope yall have a wonderful weekend...Stay classy Ohio. | 
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...he's 10...gosh...they just grow up so fast...lol...but yeah...he got everything from a new bike...to a snake...lol...oh yes...now all three of my little brothers have snakes...craziness...lol. Tonight at church...we had no music prepared...lol...so i was just like..."ok...let's play this song and this song."...and that's what we did...lol...it wasn't the best...but it works.
